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I STILL REMEMBER THAT COLD CHILLY MORNING WHEN I WAS GOING TO SCHOOL AND I FELT LIKE THAWING IN MY MOTHER'S ARM. MY MOM WAS NOT IN A HABIT OF SPEAKING MUCH BUT BEING A DAUGHTER I SAW UNCANNY IN HER BEHAVIOR I ASKED HER BUT SHE TOLD ME THAT NO MATTER IF SHE TOLD ME THERE IS NOTHING I COULD DO ABOUT IT AND SHE SUBDUED HER EMOTIONS AND MY BUS WAS THERE AND SHE GAVE ME A UNFOUNDED SMILE AND I JUST WENT WITH LOT OF THOUGHTS THE TIME I WAS HOME I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT THIS INCIDENT AND EVERYTHING SEEMED NORMAL.BUT LATER AFTER FEW YEARS WE GOT SHIFTED INTO OUR NEW HOME.THE FEELING WAS TIZZY AND I WAS SAD TOO AS I WAS ATTACHED TO THAT PLACE BUT AFTER SOMETIME I GOT ASSIMILATED INTO THIS NEW PLACE I MADE NEW FRIENDS,NEW BUS,NEW ROUTE AND MUCH MORE
BUT TILL THIS TIME I WAS GROWN UP MENTALLY AND STARTED UNDERSTANDING THINGS AND I WAS INTO MY TEENAGE FANTASY WORLD FOR ME MY FRIENDS SEEM TO BE MY NEW TRUE FAMILY AND I WAS HAPPY WITH THEM AND I GOT BUSY WITH THEM WITHOUT PAYING ATTENTION TO MY OWN FAMILY
BUT LIFE IS ALWAYS INCONCEIVABLE AND THE TIME I STEPPED INTO MY 9th GRADE OUR SECTIONS GOT CHANGED AND AFTER THAT THE PATH WAS INDISTINCT AND THE OLD FRIENDS WERE GONE AND THERE WAS THE ENTRY OF NEW BUT DURING ALL THIS TIME MY MOM KEPT ON MOTIVATING ME AND KEPT ON TELLING ME THE REALITY OF LIFE BUT I WAS OBDURATE AND NEVER PAID ATTENTION TO HER AND IN MY 9th GRADE I WAS ATTRACTED TOWARDS A GUY AND LIKE ANYONE ELSE I THOUGHT THE LIFE HAS JUST PAUSED FOR ME I HAVE FOUND THE TRUE MEANING OF LIFE AND I STARTED ACTING BLARSTED AND DUE TO THIS MY FEELINGS WERE NOT OCCULTED FROM MY MOM SHE EXPLAINED ME A LOT BUT I ALWAYS CONTEMPT HER EXPLANATIONS AND HER TEACHINGS AND DURING ALL THIS THE SUMMER BREAK STARTED AND I WAS TALKING VERY MUCH WITH THAT GUY AND MY FEELINGS JUST GOT DILATED FOR HIM BUT END OF THE SUMMER BREAK I REALIZED THAT HE LOVED SOMEONE ELSE I WAS JUST LIKE A ACTUALLY NOTHING IN HIS LIFE AND MY LIFE WAS NO MORE POISED AND I DECIDED TO END IT AND EVERYONE WAS CONSOLING ME BUT THE TIME
MY MOM GOT TO KNOW THE WHOLE THING AND THE TEAR ROLLED DOWN WITH A QUESTION THAT YOU WANT TO END YOUR LIFE FOR HIM HAVE YOU LOOKED BACK AND REALIZED HOW WILL I SURVIVE WITHOUT YOU THAT WAS THE TIME I REALIZED THAT MY MOM IS MY FIRST LOVE AND I STARTED LOVING MYSELF AND HER MORE THEN I LOVED ANYONE ELSE
AND FROM THAT POINT OF TIME I UNDERSTOOD NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS MY LIFE IS POISED DUE TO HER AND BY THIS TIME SHE OPENED HER BOUTIQUE BUT SHE WAS HAVING A TRAMP WALK WITH HER LIFE ONE FINE DAY I JUST LOOKED INTO HER EYES AND ASKED HER WHAT IS THAT THING THAT IS DISTURBING HER SO MUCH.